I can't say what it's all about. I'm a top--a dominant--to my core, and
I guess that's got something to do with it too, a woman who's willing to
die for you is being ultimately submissive, right? Yeah, that's right.
Maybe it's not fashionable to be completely heterosexual these days, but I
am and I can't help it anymore than I can help what fantasies turn me on.
I guess guys who're into that Freudian crap would make a lot of the symbolism, phallic
symbolism, they'd call it. I can't say. As I see it the contrast has a lot to do with it,
a cool hard blade and a soft and warm body, wet on the inside. When that wetness runs out,
when that red stuff flows, man, that really does it for me, it really does...
Yeah, I'm into the pain, too. Part of that top/bottom stuff, y'know. But I can get off on
the babe not showing it much either, just standing and taking it. Shit, I know damn well what it feels like. I don't even have to do it myself; the idea
of watching some babe snuff herself with a blade trips my wire pretty damn good.