Posted by Israeli guy on March 02, 2003 at 12:14:19:
Tina felt miserable. An hour of drinking at the bar brought her nothing. Wearing that dress made her feel different. Funny how what we wear projects both outwards and inwards, she thought. She was so used to the image she used to project, that even a different attire meant something. The worst thing was that no one seemed to like her this way. Or did her awkwardness show ? She ordered one more drink. Even worse, no one made a move when she was doing her best to put on another, softer show. It was in a way, humiliating. All she could do for now was to wonder if it was her, the place, or did men change since she was younger.
Damn this crap, she said to herself. At first dating again was fun. She took men to her home and used Jack as entertainment as she cuckolded him. He was made to serve them as they made love, the men were told to kick him, and watch as she put the strap on dildo on and fucked him from behind. Once he also had to suck dick. Then she would take the man to her room and use him all night, all of them dominated by her. She knew that the men she took home would enjoyed it, both abusing Jack, and being dominated. She did it by acting dominant from the start and asking a few subtle questions, just to make sure. A few of them did look a bit interesting and gave her cunt plenty of the action that she couldn't get from Jack anymore, but she got so good at stepping over men that soon enough it was clear that she was destroying just what she wanted.
So now it was "dating" like a stupid teenager. Full of all these doubts, humiliation, and ... she had to order another drink. When that was done, the only thing she wanted to do was to forget the horrible night, and get back home to Jack. A few more months in the safety of her situation with him, and his usefulness in taking in her anger would help her get over this. And oh yes, she remarked to herself, she must burn this stupid dress. She took her bag, paid the barman, and got up.
"Leaving so soon ?" the tender voice of a man came just as she was getting up. She turned her head and saw a tall, dark, broad shouldered man smiling at her. She took a moment to look at him. He looked nice. She took another moment to see if she was up for changing her path completely, and then she smiled. "I had no idea I had something to stay for," she said and sat down. "What's your name ?" she asked. "Jim, and yours ?", said Jim as he sat down. "Tina" she answered. "Nice to meet you Tina" said Jim with a smile.
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