Posted by Wilknson Sword on September 29, 2004 at 12:49:25:
I can't believe only yesterday I held you warm against me d The fire in our hearts warmed us against the autumn chill as our lips joined and slowly parted d I remember the sparkle in your eyes as you turned and said nTomorrow my love I will be your princess d Tomorrow and forever n You looked once more, radiantly smiling, as you closed the door d wandered home, dreaming of the morning to follow, when you would walk down the aisle, my princess in satin and lace, and we would pledge our love forever d They said it was a faulty heater that took you from me d They say you seemed so peaceful when your bridesmaids called for you early, as if in you were lost in some sweet dream d They found your diary beside the bed d The words trailing off as you wrote the words that reflected my own dreams of you: nHe is so wonderful, and we will be together always and always, I so yearn for the morning when I will be his bride and the evening when at last we will be joined, completely, in body, mind and spirit d How could heaven be better than this? n Well, I guess you know now if heaven is better than your dream d They let me come alone to the chapel were you lie d The chapel filled with wedding flowers that will, tomorrow, grace your grave instead d A vision in white, in your satin bridal bed, so long it is, and narrow d My heart wishes this bridal bed would hold two d But hen, already it holds my heart and soul within its gentle confines, and will, as long as it holds you d I lift the veil from your face, and meet your still lips in a gentle kiss, imagining how it should have been: nI now pronounce you man and wife d You may kiss your bride n and then we turn, our perfect happiness radiating through the chapel as we walk down the aisle, not knowing we have feet because we float on love d Your lips are so cold now, but soft and sweet as ever I remember d I touch you, feeling your graceful curves, through the smooth and shiny satin d I remember how you would shiver with pleasure at my touch, and I at yours, so close and tender we were, but choosing always to wait for that final perfect ecstasy d But tonight, despite it all, is our wedding night d And I will give you the gift you so desired d The gift we both desired, made more perfect by the time we chose to wait d Laying aside your bridal roses, I kiss your smooth, perfect hand, wishing they could caress me as I caress you d And then I lie within, lifting the silken smoothness of your gown d It strokes my maleness as I imagine you would have chosen to do d Slowly lifting, exposing your sweet, perfect virginity d And then, oh heaven, it is so sweet to enter there d (yet how much sweeter it would have been, to see your pleasure) gently, slowly, deeper into the sacred place, joining, becoming one so perfectly, I hope and pray some remnant of soul remains to share this ecstasy d I let your sweetness enfold me again and again, each time drawing nearer to that moment of heaven until, bearing it no longer, my rapture explodes within you and my pleasure echoes in the silent halls d Oh Jenny! My beloved! My bride! Forever! How long did I remain with you? The night seemed beyond time d But alas, the candles around your coffin grow so low d I force my self to rise, as streams of morning sun, in stained glass rainbow hues, cast a glow upon the satin of your bed d I smooth your gown, and place your roses in your hands, noting how they rest above the place, where my gift of self will rest with you forever d I kiss your cold lips one last time, and lower the veil over your face, noting as I do, how you seem to smile, as if in some contented dream d It is a smile I did not notice when I arrived last night, but it must have been there? Must it not? Some may wonder why I did will not weep, as I watch you being lowered into your grave d But I know you go to a contented rest, and part of me lies with you, and shares your peace d And I know too, a lifetime is but a moment, compared to the eternity of bliss that waits when we are joined again d That afternoon she was alone in her dorm room d She took a plastic bag from the box of trash can liners she had bought on the way home and placed it over her head d Then she tied a scarf around her neck to hold it in place and lay on her bed to see what would happen d In a short time, she began to breathe faster, a sure sign that the oxygen was going d Sure enough, she began to feel strongly aroused d Her breasts, already firm with youth, tensed further d Her nipples felt like soft pebbles beneath her silk blouse as she gently stroked them with one hand d With her other hand she stroked her vagina which was tightening ecstatically as she approached orgasm d Her breathing got faster and faster as the oxygen was used up d Her stroking kept time; faster and faster d The bag sucked against her face with each futile gasp for air d Then, just when she felt like she could stand it no longer, the orgasm swept over her like giant wave d At last she pulled off the bag and drank in the cool sweet air d Jenny collapsed on the bed, feeling exhausted and fulfilled d She used asphyxia for sex often after that d She always found the experience as leasurable as any technique she had tried, but increasingly she found the experience less fulfilling d It seemed that something was missing to make her pleasure perfect and complete d It was several months before she discovered what was needed to achieve complete satisfaction d Vancouver, B dC d - Teck Cominco Metals Ltd d announced today that the US Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) has taken another major step to impose US law in Canada by ordering the Company to submit to US Superfund law (CERCLA) in respect of operations conducted entirely in Canada d The EPA had earlier rejected a $13 million voluntary offer by the Company's US affiliate to conduct human health and ecological studies of the potential impact of metals in Lake Roosevelt sediments under direct EPA supervision and to undertake any remediation determined to be necessary d Teck Cominco regards this unilateral action by Region 10 of the US EPA as inflammatory precipitous and unnecessary d The Government of Canada has advised Teck Cominco that it opposes the application of U dS d domestic laws into Canadaand is considering its own course of action with regard to this matter d Asimilar cross-border issue in the late 1920s led to a bilateral referral to the International Joint Commission d The order also purports to expose the Company to punitive damages if it fails to comply with the EPA Order d Teck Cominco Metals Ltd d, as a Canadian company, is not subject to CERCLA and the Company will defend itself against any efforts by the EPA to enforce the order d In the interim, the Company will continue to work with the Government of Canada to seek a just and equitable resolution to the issue d Recently a friend of mine told me something particularly interesting that left me in awe and confusion about his abilities and sanity d He told me that he broke up with his girlfriend d When I asked him the inevitable question of why, he told me of a fascinating occurrence d While his girlfriend slept, he spoke to her and asked her to make love to him d Subconsciously her body obeyed his bidding, when consciously it would not have d You see, this girl is a Christian and so is my friend d Christians have firm beliefs against pre-marital sex, and undoubtedly rape d My friend did this to his lady friend several times until the guilt began to eat him away d He confessed his actions to her, and her trust was betrayed d It was ended d Instead of being awed by his skillful abilities to talk to the slumbering mind, my friend was intensely ashamed, as he should be d He told me of his rowing self-loathing, and disgust with his actions d He is currently attending therapy for his inappropriate behaviour d Communication with this friend of mine was at a peak after his initial confession to me d I was very interested in the nature of his urges to make love to this girl d I asked myself and then eventually him if it was rape that was his urge, or was it simply his unattended sex drive coming to punish him full force d Or, was it the sporadic visitation of evil on the stainless human soul d If either of the latter two explanations (although not justifications) are more correct than the fist, his therapy sessions are entirely useless d I informed him that if he had not tried to hide this sexually-aggressive self away like he had, but had expressed it in a more appropriate and harmless way, he would have saved himself much misery d The reason why he could not have done this was of course because he would not accept this pervish self as part of his personality d As a Christian, he tried to hide it away to glorify his god and be more like him d The thing is, God understands all, and would not have been unhappy with this friend of mine because of his natural ‘sinful’ nature d He could have eliminated or diluted these sexual urges by the harmless method of self-exertion d Now, don’t assume I mean that he should have asked his girlfriend to have sex with him when in a conscious state d He, you and I all know she wouldn’t agree, and of course he wouldn’t allow himself to do this anyway d The nature of his crime states this d By making love to her while she slept, this young man made the only person affected by the crime himself d Nobody but this man knew of these obscene innuendos with his girlfriend, not even her! By nobody knowing but himself, it was unreal to his consciousness in some ways as well d Eventually secrets eat away at someone though, and the surreal corrosion of the soul begs for release, for exertion d Self exertion comes in two basic forms d Artistic and physical d Artistic self exertion is for the more creative people d People who envision emotion, urges, and thought in their minds d Some may chose to express through music, painting, sketching, sculpture, poetry, basic writing, or even keeping a log of common urges and desires d By confessing these to paper, they become less intense in the mind d Physical self exertion is for the more aggressive and physical types d People that act upon physical urges quite readily will find this method of exertion most effective d Aggressive methods of physical exercise are both physically and mentally draining, especially if you think about your ‘sinful’ urges while doing them d Jogging, boxing, cardio-vascular aerobics or vigorous masturbation at least thrice per day d Soon enough you won't even remember that evil self is part of you because it probably won’t be d Besides, I don’t think my friend is a rapist d Naturally, he is a gentle, loving, submissive person who is simply overrun by a young, lusty, sex drive d I think he was simply horny, and used to allowing himself to release it before he found God d He needed to release the way he felt about his girlfriend somehow, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it d Self exertion is a harmless way to do away with harmful, ’negative’ urges d The first step to doing away with these is admitting them d Once they have been accepted as part of a person, a person can exert them harmlessly and positively d It’s lovely how such horrible things can do such wonderful things if dealt with properly d With the approach of the twenty first century, embalming practices are rapidly changing due to the impact of governmental regulation, advances in medical technology and litigation d Up until recently, there has been a status quo attitude toward embalming that resulted in a nnothing new n approach that overlooked the hazards found in the preparation room d Very few practitioners attempted to develop new techniques or protocols d Now, compliance with OSHA guidelines has ushered in a new era of professionalism in the preparation room d Funeral directors and embalmers have been challenged to change their ways while maintaining traditional values in embalming and funeral service The newest generation of embalmers have a perspective that is much different than that of older embalmers who have never practiced universal The funeral was the next day d It was in the chapel where she had lain the night before, but In the light of the day, rainbows hues from the stained glass illuminated her has she lay in her satin bed d The casket remained open for the service, but her veil had been lowered over her face hiding her peaceful face beneath a fine lace mist d It was a traditional service d The priest offered prayers for the repose of her soul and tried to console those present by telling them that Angellina was safe in Gods care d I needed no convincing, for I was sure that if ever an angel had come to earth, then that was Angellina d He rose from the bed and went to her d He is 6’1 n dark blonde hair with striking blue eyes d One of those guys you just love to hug d nMy God! You look gorgeous! n He placed his hands on the sides of her face and pulled her to him d He planted very light feather kisses all over her face, forehead, eyelids, cheeks, nose and finally her mouth d That feather kiss turned into a deep, passionate kiss d Their lips pressed firmly together, tongues meeting, exploring, and caressing each other d Lyle pulled back from her, kissed her nose and scooped her up in his arms d She held tightly to his neck and giggled as he spun them around, her soft coral gown fanning out behind them d Lyle spun them to the bed and collapsed hard on the mattress, just a little dizzy d They both laughed d Lyle’s finger softly circled Caroline’s nipple d She caught his baby soft earlobe between her lips and began to nibble at it d Lyle ran his finger down between her breasts d He kissed her neck and his hand followed the curves of her body, sliding over the beautiful soft coral gown d Finally he pulled it up and traced the inside of her thigh with his strong yet soft hand d He took in a deep breath, nYou feel soooo good d n Those fingers found the pubic mound and slowly, gently played in the hairs covering it d Caroling shifted her hips slightly and let out an almost inaudible moan.