Posted by Bistra on June 23, 2006 at 06:32:02:
The Driving test
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Here Im floating on a deep wild sea to nowhere... its so calm and quiet... Im pale cold and almost getting stiff with two words a corpse... Im just trying to fix it how I got here... well just yesterday I was supposed to take my driving lessons and a test... I had to make my test infront of my instructor. Well I remember he was sitting next to me in the car it was a nice yellow BMW car the best to take the tests in...
My instructor has been teaching me for a week so he expected me to take the test. On a corner we stopped me automatically...
"Why we stopped?"
"You pressed the wrong pedal" he said "go on and do do more mistakes"
We went on... So I went on trying not to make
mistakes... All of a sudden he stopped again...
"You were supposed to turn on the right not to the left... now drive on the right"
I went on to the right... then all of a sudden we finished to some desert street corner and I saw some wall against me there was no way to go to... He said:
"Now in the fastest way go back"
To my sorrow I had forgotten how to go back without hitting the trash cans I tried to do my best but suddenly we got stuck between the wall and the cans and whatever i tried it was getting worse.. The instructor suddenly got mad.
"Stupid girl you getting on my nerves how many times I have tought you how to go back...?"
Then all of a sudden he he took my head and neck with his hands and then all of a sudden "chkkk" and he broke my neck just like this... and that was my end ... I wasnt able to be aware no more I felt into his wide breasts and that was it... I was laying on his breasts motionless and limp, eyes closed, lips were limp and not very wide open just a little... like I was going to sleep in his hands....I felt no pulse no breathing nothing I was dead....
He then pushed me to the seat ... went out of the car took my limp body out and moved it on the other side where he was sitting... he positioned my body to the seat... then he went on my previous seat where I was going to drive... He turned to me and even I wasnt able to answer him even if I wanted to he said 'Now watch how to drive..." then he turned on the key and went through the trash cans in the fastest way...I was supposed to "see" that but I couldnt see I didnt even care already what was going on... he then drove away, went on some road out of the city... wile he drove my body was shaking limply from the car motor but actually it was still motionless and limp...
Here we reached some sea side place at some high rock so we stopped... He went out of the car and took out my limp already getting pale body... he switched off the bottoms of my shirt and exposed my bras and my tummy... he took off my shirt and then took out some pen... he wrote then on my dead skin one big "Failed!". Then he took my two hands and started dragging me to the end of the rock... he than sat and took me in his hands...
"Sorry you just was supposed not to make mistakes, it makes me mad you know?" he said removing my bras and exposing my normal sized breasts... well Im actually shy and wouldnt want someone just like this to see them, but I couldnt say anything cause I was dead I wasnt able to resist he touched them then damn I wanted he to move his hands out of mebut I couldnt fight and couldnt say "No!"... then he decided not to go far cause he could get cauld with my dead body every moment ... so he decided to pull me next to the sea... then he lifted my limp half naked corpse in blue jeans and threw it in the sea from the rock... I remember how I mad big big splash in the water then, because I was so limp and soft the water brought me again at the top exposing my face and breasts to the sky... my hair spread among the water...my hands and legs spread wide my mouth opened more, even some small amount of water flew in my mouth... It was a pitty I was dead couldnt taste the salt sea water... eyes still remained closed and the sign "Failed!" could be seen from the rock where he was watching me... He kept on watching me like this for few minutes then blowed me a kiss and said "Bye stupid girl" and he went on his car and drove away. He knew the water will take me in the deep deep ocean soon and nobody would find me... and thats how it happened...
So thats how Im supposed to float like asleep here in the deep blue sea - in the middle of the water... limpy, pale and dead becomming colder and colder... floating to some direction I dont know where... and its so quiet even ships dont come here so deep...nothing...
Maybe later I will become food for big fishes like sharks, who knows... or maybe I will keep on floating here at my new home sea here forever...